别让“不好意思”毁掉你的人生

我是藤藤

　　起源。很久很久以前，这个世上是没有语言的。人世间，非常的安静，非常的纯洁。有了语言，人与人之间有了沟通之后，烦恼、伤感、疑虑，反而接踵而来。不置可否，随着现下通讯的便捷，语言信息可以瞬间送抵千里之外，只要愿意，大可淋漓尽致地倾诉，关于不快、关于愤恼、关于跌宕。原以为，生活中的很多困惑就因此可以雪霁冰消，很多痛苦也能够有迹可寻。可是，依然有那么多的哀愁，那么多的忧伤。为什么?是因为一些想得到而又不确切的冀望吧，是因为一些众说纷纭的荒乱里寻觅不到出路的恓惶吧，是因为一些触摸不到尽头的幽暗心情吧……就是迷茫。
　　为什么会迷茫?总觉得，再多的言语也无法企及自己思绪里的荒芜，再多的表情也见证不了自己内心的苍凉。于是，我们自言自语：没有人会明白自己了吧，没有谁再可以信任了吧?有时候，我们甚至一度迷失了自己，模糊了自己是谁，忘记了身处何地欲往何方。那些因迷茫而凝结起来的心情，仿佛一首低宛的曲子，不停地吟唱落寂的忧伤。翩浮的惆怅，晃若细长的触角，肆无忌惮地钻入肌肤的毛孔，像藤蔓一样伸展，入心入肺地缠绕，让我们窒息，让我们疼痛，让我们麻木。
　　为什么要迷茫?总觉得我们的付出得不到应有的回应，泥牛入海。总觉得我们离成功的殿堂很远很远，没有过尽千帆的翅膀，所以只得仓皇逃离。因为迷茫而混沌，因为混沌而徘徊，当痛苦全方位的降临，语言也变成了一种累赘。于是我们沉默，我们孤独，我们落寞。寂静地离开繁华，带走所有的痛，一个人疼。小心翼翼地僵固着各种神情，生怕一不经意就会泄露了心底的秘密，渐渐的，将快乐和自己一并掉落得越来越远。不是不想得到，而是看不到得到的契机。于是我们又对自己说：算了吧，下次再努力就是了。
　　心中虚无，拿捏不定，消极颓废，就是迷茫。因为迷茫，所以滞留。因为迷茫，所以错过。因为迷茫，所以失去。最后的最后，待到一种迷茫式的姿态嵌入我们的生活了的时候，究竟是我们糟蹋了生活，还是生活蹂躏了我们?不得而知，因为我们在迷茫……星移斗转，世事更替，命运却为何总在相似的轨迹中轮回?我们开始无力的惶惑：是不是已经无法走出这片迷茫的沼泽了?那就任其沉沦吧
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